Things I could really do without:

*Any kind of meat in a can.

*Nascar

*People who Whistle

*Strangers who think you find their kinds as adorable and fascinating as they do.

*Clogs

*Church Pamphlets on windows and in mailboxes

*Internet porn ads

*Walmart

*Lenny Cravits, Celine Dion and Lars

*Anything regarding a celebrities weight or diet

*George W. Bush

*English Nick on 99x

*Pink lipstick with brown liner & dyed hair with long roots

*tops that are velvet or pleather..

*The View & The Tyra Show

*Cold weather

*Laugh tracks (thanks but I think I can handle it from here..)

*Skat Jazz

*bare lightblubs

*Magic, D&D or anything close to either

*Romance Novels

*People who say "Prolly"

*Men in tank tops

Feel free to add your own! LOL

Blog "under construction" until tomorrow!

My friends and I created our own line of Barbi Dolls & Actions Figures:

(Appanently this is what happens when we stay up drinking too long).

Our production Designer is working on more images!

1. "Thug Life" Ken:

Comes complete with nightgown size white tee shirt, changeable gold and silver Grills, 3 pairs of the same white changeable tennis shoes, a never been fired 357 that fits nicely in pants wasteband & a walkman with his latest demo "We be fresh" on pause in case Timberland stops by.

*2001 Jeep Grande Cheokee sold seperately.

In the past few months the subject of marriage has seemed to float just right above my head. My friend Allison addressed this by declaring that everyone should have 5 things he/she requires in the person he/she is going to marry. No exceptions.
My 5:

1. Has to be able to make me laugh/ someone I can be happy with.
2. Good with Children & animals (says a lot about a person).
3. Nice/ respectful towards my family & friends. Likable.
4. Cannot be jealous & controlling
5. Financially responsible.

After discussing it with my mom early I realized I have one more:

6. Has to have a talent/ passion that if I forced him to choose between me and it he would leave me over it.

Now my only terrible problem is, is how do you possibly tell the person you are madly in love with that he doesn't meet 2 of your requirements?

The saddest day was when I learned love isn't enough to make a relationship work.

So, where do we go from here?


Where Do We Go From Here?
These
Half-truths you're telling me
Won't bring me to my knees
Scraped up and bruised from yourfickelness I plead
Just let me feel some ease fromcreatures of your greed
Just let me feel some ease for me
I'm not so glad I met you
It makes me want to go away
I touch
Yeah, yeah, yeah...
Where do we go from here?
You know I'm not the only one
Where do we go from here?
No, I'm not the only one
These
Broken dreams are screams to me
The difference I can't see
The way you look and talk to me
You cross at me I freeze
The combination of loss control loss of soul I wheeze
Just give some ease to me
I'm not so glad I met you
It makes me want to go away
I touch
Yeah, yeah, yeah...
Where do we go from here?
You know I'm not the guilty one
Where do we go from here?
No, I'm not the only one
I touch
Yeah, yeah, yeah...
Where do we go from here?
Stop dreamin' 'bout the shiny gun
Where do we go from here?
No, I'm not the only one
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here?
Where do we go...... yeah....

After hours & hours of going over the events of this weekend, rolling the words and events over the roof of my mouth until the sides of my tongue were raw & dull, I've finally decide how I feel; I feel completely betrayed & oddly used.

When I first gained knowledge that my boyfriend had punch another man in the face for "disrespecting me" the pervious night, my first reaction was "Oh- I should feel proud, right? This is honorable?" (should I point out, that it was not just any man but the man I met him through and the boyfriend of my best friend?) but after admittedly waaay too much thought I've decided "no. I do not feel honored". That there are too many other factors here for THIS to be honor.
My many thought up factors:
1) I had no knowledge of the events before they happened nor did I during (I was passed out in a very dreamy slumber in the bed we share). BUT the action has been completely declared in my benifit.
2) My boyfriend and this man have had problems between them in the past. There has been tension brewing and both of them have felt a great betrayal from the other for some months now.
3) It is a backhanded lash AGAINST me by my boyfriend for my lack of NOT having his back in the way he desired when he thought I should.
4) I'm a big girl! I can handle my own shit and would at least like my opinion to be valued on SOME level of whether or not I thought it was an appropriate way to handle the situation.
5) My best friend hates me now and nothing was worth losing her.
6) I do agree that this guy talks to everyone like shit. He is condescending and disturbingly insulting to his girlfriend and roommates. He is lazy and takes advantage of those who love him. He is a bully and needed to be put in his place. BUT not in the name of ME!
7) My BF now feels guilty for it and resents ME for it!
8) I recent him as well.
And the shittiest thing is that I'm now the "bad guy" in so many peoples minds! That I sent him over there to handle my business and I'm a coward; but I can't even tell anyone involved how I feel b/c then my BF will be the one feeling backstabbed and lied too. If I talk to him about it he'll just attack me by claiming I'm ungrateful and I'm unwilling to go back to the way we have fought in the past.
Should I just let this one go? Let my best friend keep on thinking I'm shit and me keep feeling like it? Is there a way to resolve this?Am I blowing this way up b/c I can't sleep? LOL

PS- my spellcheck is broken and I'm a really bad speller I know I don't need anyone to correct me! thanks! haha

Happy Halloween!

Halloween was a blast!
I thought I was a pirate but ended up really being a Bounty. That always seems to happen to me..LOL
Halloween night I got ready at Susan's house (She was Betty Page) and then we went downtown-Mark rode with us too (he was a memeber of Devo..but claimed some stripper ran off with his hat the night before..). We met Mike (a phrat boy) and Lauren (a very professional looking nurse..) at Taco Stand. Susan and Mark ended up going to meet people who I wasn't interested in evr seeing again, so The Phrat boy, The professional nurse and I went to FireHouse. The more Lauren drank the more she realized she just wasn't as slutty as the rest of the nurses there! So, in no time I had her in her bra and coat with whore red lip stick and a smile (I have that affect on my friends..). At some point we ended up meeting up with Susan and Mark again at Tasty World to watch a drag show (Billy Jean) and ran into a BUNCH of other people while we were there. After the show a group of us went to some other places.....Where our group seemed to double in size..(hum, this story is getting kinda hazy all of a sudden..).. but ended up at The Loft (or is it the Library now?). We drank to much which led to dancing to much which led to more drinking until finally Luaren, Mike, Allison and I went to meet my friend Ross (3-hole punch Ross..He'll get really excited if you get his costume!) at Gus's. Where I finally got my camera I'd begged him to buy me 7hrs. before. And I met some of his friends that were suprisingly really nice (Suprised since Ross is such an asshole). At this point it was close to 2am so we all parted ways. And that's where my story ends. =O)
Check back tomorrow and I should have all the pix posted.

Thursday, October 19th: Django's @ 8:00PM: Pink Party

Pink party was an AID Atlanta fashion show. It was soo much fun. J Vega (the Host) totally rocked the place.
I was in the runway show (Punk). Everyone was great. Everyone was so much fun and so nice! One of the best modeling things I've done as far as the people involved are concerned. I can't wait to work with them again! Thank you to everyone that came and if I didn't get to see you I hope to see you next time!
I've posted most of the pics so check them out & see what you missed! LOL

xoxo
Melania (hiphop)Punk does it best baby!

August 30th: Engine #9 Show: Tasty World: Athens, GA:

Last night my boyfriend, Dustin, played with his friend Burch's band "Engine # 9". It was a blast. It has been so long since I've seen Dustin on stage and it was so hot! tee hee
We drank a little too much and everyone had a blast!
The bands that followed were a little heavy for my taste but Engine # 9 was great! The crowd was really into it which made it that much more exciting.
Burch is a wonderful song writer though he had a little too much to drink before the show and got a little nervous. He still managed to be a very entergetic and entertaining frontman!
Never a dull or disappointing moment when these boys are on stage!
Band Members: Burch (Vocals), Dusty (Bass), Josh (Guitar), Ryan (drums).
Keep an eye open for their up coming show and of course get ready to see WeiserMe again soon and get ready for their new CD! Yay! Back Stage Hottie pictures!